Below are the most recent 3 friends' journal entries.

Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009
wondernugget	8:32a	Last night I had an unexpected date with the boy that I am kissing, dating or some other such nonsense. That alone was pretty great because I didn't think I was going to see him until the new year. However, in the midst of a phone call trying to figure out what we were going to do he commented that he would rather hang out at my place or his place. I instantly began to panic and lied about my apartment being a total disaster area. In the end I opted to walk the 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 blocks each way in the cold on icy sidewalks so we could cuddle on hsi air mattress just so he wouldn't come over. Why? We know not. This is totally something new and I don't know if it is about him or if my internal make-up has somehow changed. On one hand I have a whole laundry list of reservations about him and the longevity of things. On the flip side, I don't know if this is some new function of my anti-homebodyness or if I have some new and sudden need for my dwelling to be a safe space that isn't open to others. I mean, he already came up...which wasn't planned and there were things out that he saw and commented on that I'd rather he had not seen. What is my problem? And of course I spent the entire walk over there freaking out about what this means and it took me forever to stop thinking about it once I got there. Bah! (Comment on this)
Friday, December 18th, 2009
wondernugget	12:46p	When Bananagrams Turns Into Mancala So, I definitely have a crush on yet another new person. The problem is that I have no idea if they are interested in me. This is mostly due to the fact that I am oblivious and when I do pick up on hints people may be giving me I explain them away to myself. On top of that, we met at my best friend's house so our hanging out could very well be just hanging out. Maaah! They did, however, say that they hoped they saw me BEFORE the holidays - which start in 6 days. Hell, I just need to bite the darn bullet and ask them on a date. Flat out. No more hiding behind the term 'hanging out'. At least I know this one is poly and kinky. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 16th, 2009
wondernugget	7:28a	So, what exactly is the proper response when one of your best friends from work calls you at work at 714am to tell you that she isn't going to be coming in today because he 7 year old son is probably going to get expelled from school today? Yeah. It's not a surprise and we all knew it was just a matter of time, but still. We all know I am horrible at being the supportive one in calm situations (on the other hand I am very good at not panicking, thanks to all of the experiments I've had go haywire). I just feel incompetent. In other news, I had another date with awkward boy last night. We are officially dating...or at least officially making out and actually having conversations about what is going on. We went to Penrose Diner and then Target - so classy! (Comment on this)